🛐Ten years ago, I started seeking God because my husband was so broken when his firstborn son was gunned down for no reason on 4/9/2013.😭 💔 🛐My Spiritual growth was very slow because I was still enjoying my social life to the extreme.🥳💃 ↗️Slowly but surely, I was drawn in.., learning more and more about Jesus & HIS unconditional love and the Most High God, who is a Sovereign God. ➖️My husband, on the other hand, wasn't drawn in🙃 He still struggled. He was still hurt, angry, and broken-hearted 💔 😢 And it hurt me that I couldn't take away his pain.😭😖 ✡️At this stage in my journey, I'm learning to have discernment of when God is speaking to me and to be obedient to His Word.🙏 I'm learning to apply the Word to my life. I'm also learning to meet people where they are. 💖🙏I'm Happily married and going for Ecstatically married😁🤩 💭I'm a Dreamer, and sometimes God shows me visions. I'm learning to interpret my dreams and to discern how to pray about my dreams. ✡️I pray for my family & friends a lot, hoping they would find what I found, a relationship with Jesus. I'm also learning to pray with Authority. ✴️ I grew up in a large family. I was picked on & bullied in elementary & middle school a lot😔 😪 🛫🏖 I love to travel. Though I love to be out-&-about socializing, I find my desire for it dwindling away as I continue my journey to seek God. ✴️ I'm usually the person who people come to for advice or if they just need to talk. 💟I love writing poems and watching old black & white movies/TV shows and comedy. ✡️God seems to be using me at work (social services) to share HIS Word, and God is training me to be HIS good and faithful servant. This has been a challenge for me because I used to fail so often, BUT GOD'S Grace has allowed growth in me and allows me to adjust my crown 👑 I am still learning and growing. 👍💖 I always feel like I'm an outsider, and I'm ok with that. ✡️I'm so grateful for what God has brought me through and thankful for the gift of life. ‼️I do not have a clubhouse room, and I do not plan to start one unless led by the Holy Spirit. ✝️A few scriptures I'm learning to live by: ⚛️Greater is HE that is in you (me) than he that lives in the world. ⚛️Above all things guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life. ⚛️Put on the whole armor of God that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. ⚛️'Life and death lies in the power of your tongue.' AND ⚛️'You have not because you ask not.'